Boy, I lost a lot of people AND animals to sickness, so I know how it feels, and that gives you literally no excuse to behave this way. You commented on things that didn't even involve you, so I advise you to mind your own business, and you broke one of the wiki rules to not curse, so when an admin sees this thread, I think they'll be after you.
I deactivated it and it's staying deactivated. I have a bad reputation. And it's best I never come back. I can't handle a DA, it's too much. I'm already going through stress in real life. My feeling have been shattered for a while because of kids making fun of my religion, and DA makes matters worse.